i dont get why people dont wanna be @ home on new years eve or at least w/ there family cause there the ones that are really gonig to be there for yoou un till the endd of time. well idk maybe they dnt like there family. i like being at home or @ peoples house's. I really loove my 1/3's they practicly are my family< 3 I really super dupeer lovee boyfreeeen to<3 :] happy neeew year (=

omgaaaaaaaaaaaah my tummy is hurting like a biitch. i wanna go shopping but im too lazy to complain to my mom and even if she said yes ima be hurting everywhere i walk -__- fml why cant i shop online ahah

super bored. wanna go shopping and take cue and drink watermellon boba all daay

eeew i hate when people are so fucking happy they "(:" after every word -__-
your annoying biitch LOOL
im booooooooooooooooooooreeed
winterbreak stuff
-CUE CUE CUUUEEEEE W/ JENNIFEEER!? OR ANYONEEE MUAHAHAA
-EAT SOME WHERE FAANCYY
-GO TO A PPPAARTY
-SLEEP @ SOMEONES HOUSE
-MEET SOMEONE NEEEWWWWW
-TRY HARDER
-FINISH MY HW!!!!!
-BUY JENNIFERS AND SUNNYS PRESEENNTS
-FIND MY FUCKING IPOOOOOOOOD

bye niggeers

I dooont caaaareeee [:

finnally

hi whore your mean kbyee -_- LOOOOOL

i hate when people under estimate me. im much stronger then most people think and i can handle your shit so dont lie. even tho im nicee and i laugh at almost anything it doesnt mean you can walk all over me; im not stupid. juss because im not there it doesnt mean i dont exist.

thanks people who steal my songs -_- uugh on a different note;
i dont really care, i juus dont like the fact that she thinks it bothers me but it doesnt but now it is cause of that so yeaa o.O cause every relationship you go to there will always be people fliritng and you cant stop it soo why get all bitchy about it. hmm i wonder why im being a bitch ahah. weeellll today was fuun had practicee it was pheenas birthday. @ tc was not chill tho -_- someone kept walking awaay and shit and idk we juus had to sit there and do nothing. i was so sleepy and tired. all for pheena tho. happy birthday beest< 3 after we ate sushi nick pheena james and emily watched a movie but i didnt so i juus went to borders for a while and hannah comes then i go to her hoooouse and then practice yeaa yea hahaah my secret santa put 'emily chouy' as my name -_- yaay ahhaha why do people always call me that if they dont know my naame!? so annooying. hmm winter fucking break is starting after 2:45 pm tomrmoooww YEESS LOOOLLL finnaly im fucking tired of school -_____-

i love being in the rain with an umbrellaa, i remeber when i was little and it was raining outside i would jus stand infront of my house with an umbrellaa.

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy, they just promised that it would be worth it."

gottaa remember this shiiit !

Im excited for practice! didnt go on tuesdaay cause i was too siick ): todaay was supeeer boringg. Jennifer didnt come to schooool ]= hopefully tomorow will be betteeer. dont wanna go to townceenterrr like alwaaaays boring and stupid as fuuck. i like going home afterschool cause i can sleep and eat all the food i waaant ahah i juus hate walking hoome.

i take things for granted, but i should stop. i have alot of flaws but oh well. in the end i usually give up cause theres no point. i dont kow how to talk to strangers. i usually find problems for myself to dwell in cause im used to being saad. im really mean to the people i love the most. my abillity to focus on one thing for a long time isnt so great. shopping skills arent so great either. i dont like spending money. im not bi polar, im juus always unsure of my feelings and actions. i should start on my essay noow.

I dont understand myself -.- i see other people and i admire them for some things and i want to be like that or strive for it at least but then later i see that the world treats them super bad for what i admire them for sooooo thats like wtheck. am i seeing something wronggg? i am currently prcrastinating about doing this stupid narritive essaay -_- if i turn it in late theen the best i can get is 20% of the total number of points. but if i do turn it into tomroow its probably going to be really stupid and not make sence and ima get a lower grade then i could have if i turn it in on friday. hmm oh and fuuuck that stupid dance essay for ddt -___- soo im gooing home after school tomrow forsuuuree. ]:

the fuck

gosh what the fuck stupid whore, you think you can juus go around flirting with all these fucking guuys, hairy bitch. ima freaking cut off your faaceeee. get your own fuckung koreean, bitch. i sweaaaarr .