I dont understand myself -.- i see other people and i admire them for some things and i want to be like that or strive for it at least but then later i see that the world treats them super bad for what i admire them for sooooo thats like wtheck. am i seeing something wronggg? i am currently prcrastinating about doing this stupid narritive essaay -_- if i turn it in late theen the best i can get is 20% of the total number of points. but if i do turn it into tomroow its probably going to be really stupid and not make sence and ima get a lower grade then i could have if i turn it in on friday. hmm oh and fuuuck that stupid dance essay for ddt -___- soo im gooing home after school tomrow forsuuuree. ]: