i dont get why people dont wanna be @ home on new years eve or at least w/ there family cause there the ones that are really gonig to be there for yoou un till the endd of time. well idk maybe they dnt like there family. i like being at home or @ peoples house's. I really loove my 1/3's they practicly are my family< 3 I really super dupeer lovee boyfreeeen to<3 :] happy neeew year (=

omgaaaaaaaaaaaah my tummy is hurting like a biitch. i wanna go shopping but im too lazy to complain to my mom and even if she said yes ima be hurting everywhere i walk -__- fml why cant i shop online ahah

super bored. wanna go shopping and take cue and drink watermellon boba all daay

eeew i hate when people are so fucking happy they "(:" after every word -__-
your annoying biitch LOOL
im booooooooooooooooooooreeed
winterbreak stuff
-CUE CUE CUUUEEEEE W/ JENNIFEEER!? OR ANYONEEE MUAHAHAA
-EAT SOME WHERE FAANCYY
-GO TO A PPPAARTY
-SLEEP @ SOMEONES HOUSE
-MEET SOMEONE NEEEWWWWW
-TRY HARDER
-FINISH MY HW!!!!!
-BUY JENNIFERS AND SUNNYS PRESEENNTS
-FIND MY FUCKING IPOOOOOOOOD

bye niggeers

I dooont caaaareeee [:

finnally

hi whore your mean kbyee -_- LOOOOOL

i hate when people under estimate me. im much stronger then most people think and i can handle your shit so dont lie. even tho im nicee and i laugh at almost anything it doesnt mean you can walk all over me; im not stupid. juss because im not there it doesnt mean i dont exist.

thanks people who steal my songs -_- uugh on a different note;
i dont really care, i juus dont like the fact that she thinks it bothers me but it doesnt but now it is cause of that so yeaa o.O cause every relationship you go to there will always be people fliritng and you cant stop it soo why get all bitchy about it. hmm i wonder why im being a bitch ahah. weeellll today was fuun had practicee it was pheenas birthday. @ tc was not chill tho -_- someone kept walking awaay and shit and idk we juus had to sit there and do nothing. i was so sleepy and tired. all for pheena tho. happy birthday beest< 3 after we ate sushi nick pheena james and emily watched a movie but i didnt so i juus went to borders for a while and hannah comes then i go to her hoooouse and then practice yeaa yea hahaah my secret santa put 'emily chouy' as my name -_- yaay ahhaha why do people always call me that if they dont know my naame!? so annooying. hmm winter fucking break is starting after 2:45 pm tomrmoooww YEESS LOOOLLL finnaly im fucking tired of school -_____-

i love being in the rain with an umbrellaa, i remeber when i was little and it was raining outside i would jus stand infront of my house with an umbrellaa.

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy, they just promised that it would be worth it."

gottaa remember this shiiit !

Im excited for practice! didnt go on tuesdaay cause i was too siick ): todaay was supeeer boringg. Jennifer didnt come to schooool ]= hopefully tomorow will be betteeer. dont wanna go to townceenterrr like alwaaaays boring and stupid as fuuck. i like going home afterschool cause i can sleep and eat all the food i waaant ahah i juus hate walking hoome.

i take things for granted, but i should stop. i have alot of flaws but oh well. in the end i usually give up cause theres no point. i dont kow how to talk to strangers. i usually find problems for myself to dwell in cause im used to being saad. im really mean to the people i love the most. my abillity to focus on one thing for a long time isnt so great. shopping skills arent so great either. i dont like spending money. im not bi polar, im juus always unsure of my feelings and actions. i should start on my essay noow.

I dont understand myself -.- i see other people and i admire them for some things and i want to be like that or strive for it at least but then later i see that the world treats them super bad for what i admire them for sooooo thats like wtheck. am i seeing something wronggg? i am currently prcrastinating about doing this stupid narritive essaay -_- if i turn it in late theen the best i can get is 20% of the total number of points. but if i do turn it into tomroow its probably going to be really stupid and not make sence and ima get a lower grade then i could have if i turn it in on friday. hmm oh and fuuuck that stupid dance essay for ddt -___- soo im gooing home after school tomrow forsuuuree. ]:

the fuck

gosh what the fuck stupid whore, you think you can juus go around flirting with all these fucking guuys, hairy bitch. ima freaking cut off your faaceeee. get your own fuckung koreean, bitch. i sweaaaarr .

i dont know anymore.

i dont know what i want anymore. life is crazy. i used to know who i am and what i want. i dont have a clue anymore. i miss everything so much. when we were little and the only thing holding me back was that was how tall i was. now everything is, my parents my friends, & who i am. im so lost without my bestfriend. reality check, my other half gave me the strength to keep going on in the day. i hate my life at home. it makes me not give a fuck but sunny would never give up on me. im so lonely. all i have is 'him' my 24/7. i dont want to loose him now. i have nothing else. i love how i can call him a jerk and a bitch and a whore and he'll always come back i love him soo much. i dont know why i keep pushing him away. im to afraid to go further because things always come to an end & i cant take that right now. im afraid of to manythings. im afraid of the dark & being happy now if it means being sad later. im afraid of loosing more people. im afraid of going out and never coming back home, but what do i have to live for at home? nothing ecept for everything. im afraid of waking up one mornning and he wont want me anymore and then what do i have? i hate my life at home. it keeps me from having faith in anything. i dont want to go out anymore because of dad. i dont want to stress out my mom. im afraid of lookng stupid. i used to not give a fuck but noow... i miss how i would laugh and smile for no reason. i miss Vange so much. going to her house and sleeping on her couch, listening to her talk about litterly nothing but it would make me laugh so much. i miss knowing who i used to be. i worry so much. im tired all the time. i hate whats happening. i wake up in the middle of the night thinking about nothing but everything is rushing to my head. there used to be memories made everyday in my life. now its nothing. there's nothing worth remembering. i can stare at something for a long time and think about nothing yet the person right next to me is calling me name and i cant here them. i miss my old life. there's no time to joke around anymore. everythings getting so serious. and its not juss 'growing up' but im losing my self in all of this. and there's no one to pick me up. i feel dead. i need to pick my self back up, i know i can do this. or maybe i cant. someone please tell me whats there to live for. there's no more faith.

where is everyone?

how come no one post blogs anymore? LOL i like to reeead about there life and how they are hahah! i know, weriiid x) well to anyone who waants to know whaaats up wiith my lifeeee; uhm nothaang really lmao! i jooined DDT dance drill teeam. its fuuun! i loove to daance<3 lyrical jaaz hiphop whaateveeer name it ill do it [: hmm my daily routine usually goes like this, wake up go to school maybe hang out? go home sleep and the practice for 3 hours O: and then come home eat and watch tv and sleep. did that everyday this weeeeeek. hahaha. fuuun fuun :) and then maybe computer beforee the actually bed time (= well bye! :]

HEHEHEE :]

I LOOOOOOOVE YOOU :)
i feel happpy right now! cant waait for tomwomowow, i hate how everyday starts out cold and dark and shit but later it will be hot and suuuuny =)

FAAILED DAY

uugh im so tiired -.- i went to sleep at like 4 in the morning, wooke up at 9 to walk to CHS cause my sister forgot her lock to her locker -___- then FORCED to go grocery shopping. i was practcily sleep walking. theen bought some star bucks to try to wake my sorry ass up BUT NOO i still feell asleep anyways LOL then James text me to chiil at his house with other people buut my mom saaays NOOOO you did put away the grocerys when we got home -.- I WAS THE ONE THAT PUT ALL OF IT IN THE CAR AND BRING IT INTO THE HOUSE. jeeez then i had to cleaan the fcking kitchen. uugh i dont even go out that muuuch! the last time waas like fridaay-.- and before that i didnt go anywhere for a daaam week. goosh. and im sooo nice to my mom when shes streesed out. GRRRRADLKGHIENKCV.

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^^^ thats cuurent VvvV thats oooold school :)

spooongebob&patrick, kitty#1#2, my everything<>

i loove her sooo much, im never letting goo caause she's a goood 'catch' [;

freeeeeshmeat.

gooosh, Summer has beeen fun. But im ready for school lmao. Well not really. I dread homework AND WRITING ESSAYS ITS SO GAAY I HATE IT SO MUCH. But i juus wanna start freshmean year. Im excited[: it might not be everything i excpect and i might have some saad daays about it but im stilllllll looking forward to it. In claas ill probably daydream 24/7 and think about how i loove summer so much, but I wanna meet new people & see what i can accomplish. I cant wait till regestraiton LOL jeez im so gaay. Cant wait to see the change in others. not baaad or anything :)

< 3_elizabeth

wooooow

sigh, im so tiired of everything. i waanna devote one whole day to sleeping and juus laying around. IF ONLY.
Summer feels like its ending soon but its not.
Ill hardly see Sunny till next summer :/
or winter and spring break?
im so negative all the time, i should be happy[:
i wish life could cut me some slack.
soo 'drama queen' lol
i wish everything could be perfect, but then it would be so boring.
yet im so bored of my unperfect life right now.
im tired of ants in my room.
I wanna meet new people that can make me happiier.
If only Sunny was her 24/7
I think im going to diie.
I loove Leona Lewis.
I waaant so much to happen & i want to accompish so much in life, but i dont even believe in my self.
im really sad right now. i mean seriously cant see my bestfriend for a loong asss time.
that pisses me off the most.
I really hate my dad.
So much is going through my head.

Jenbaabex3

beest friends since the handbaall courts [:

put you too beed [:

vangiebabee (11:09:00 PM): i hate everyone
vangiebabee (11:09:00 PM): except you
vangiebabee (11:09:02 PM): and others =)
vangiebabee (11:09:03 PM): HAHAHAHAHA
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elizabethLovees (10:38:49 PM): OMG how do you get a splinter out of your wrist?! -___-
JaMeSstuRR (10:39:07 PM): scartch it
JaMeSstuRR (10:39:15 PM): or sleep through it and itll be gone the next day
JaMeSstuRR (10:39:25 PM): i remember 6th grade camp i had one on my butt
JaMeSstuRR (10:39:30 PM): and i slept through it and it was gone
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danggitsbrian (11:01:14 PM): i would never be dissapointed in this hottie[:
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sippin' on some hateoraade

omg its 5:09 and i juus reaad everyones blog stuff & im hella pissed now, you thiiink your all cool with your fxking friends. your a fxking hoe. those people are only your "friends" cause they dnt knooow your paast bitch -.-x everyone deserves a 2nd chance butt you already used yours up! Im tired of your fakee ass. Your going to be lonley in highschool & ill hear about it and LAAUGH MY ASS OFF [:

okaay well now im done LOL im wating for the sun to risee or at least stay up till then ahah. ATTEMPTING THE 7TH 'ALLNIGHTER' this summer lmao (= Jennifer got me hyped on starting freesh at highschool now ;)
SOAKCITY on wednesdaayx3 yaaay! ahah laast year it was juus me and sunny and her big 'n's LMFAO she couldnt stop touching her self -.-

man Micheal Phelps is hot[: and I lovee Gabe Bondocx3
mmk byee(:

wow, you take my breath away

sikeee[;
ahah todaaay was hot and boring, like any other summer day.
tomrmoww is ctc with Alexa and Pheena & Briar? O.O
i wanna take cuee and watch Harry Potter buuh Alphinas poor riigh now-_-
uhm im eating caandy!
and i might go to Legolaand with Jennifer!
& miight even spend the niight together! :D

each day brings another chance to redoo what once happened,
new challenges are made to be faced,
your outlook can be rebuilt,
and all of this can be accoplished with a strong heart[:

Hottiiee<3

Todaay i was SUPPOSE to get 2nd ear pierce buuh Sohpias brohoe couldnt take us to norwaalkk soo i didnt get it done]: instead went to the mall with Stephen and Alphina<3 and watched TheProposal; goood moviie[: i knoww i make alot of mistakes buhh ill learn from them, & BrianBoboHot$tuuffDang can always make me happy when im feeling sad, &nd i know he will alwaays support me even though i doo stupid stuuff; I lovee him alot<3 mkk goodnight.

you da best i ever had. SIKE(=

Juss stayed home all daaay. Bored as fck. Been eating oreos<3 Getting 2nd ear peircing tomorow[: okay bye (:

pool paartaay[:

Today was Alphina and Julies poolpaarty! It waas funn except the fact alice got us lost and we walked around aimlessly for like 2 hours! then James THOUGHT he knew where to goo so we took the bus all over cerritos and lakewood and everywhere but we juust ended up where we started and had to waalk like one more hour -____- a total of like 5 hours? -.- wow worrkout. Then we finnaly got to julies house! and got pushed into the pool like 6 timess! Someone should have gotten stupid Charles, but everything else waas fun(= haha, waalkeed home wiith Stepheen[: and i didnt get in trouble with my mom at all today HAHA YAAY! well goodnight[:

my everaaythaang<3

so it WAAS 12:32 am nd i was texxting my kitty (angee, vanggyy, spongebob, my everything juus so you guuys know) and she maade my daay of 32 minutes<3>


me: im sleepy kittty, why dnt you sleeep?
annge: because im an owl(=
me: HHAHA your funny![: you maade my daay, even though it was 32 minutes[x
ange: why only 32?
me: cause its jully 7 now!
ange: OOHH! you got me(;


HAHAH i know it sounds like nothing but to mee that hella funny(;
and i can juus imagine her saay the last line with her flipp accent<3


well goodnight stalkers(=

excpect the unexcpected.

soo todaaay wooke up at like 11 took a shower and waalked to my sisters friends house with her, cause im such a nice sister! and then stayyed there till like 5 and the whole time Jordans dog was humping everything-__-x then went homee. Then went to the hospital cause my grandmaa got sick :/ supriiise? ): staayed there for a whillle went home &nd the ennd. sighh how fun?

hopefully tomorow willl be funner<3

Summer Time(=

So I made this blog thing so i can keep up with my friends[: but hmm summer is fuunn :D
okaay bye(=